Visiting the site after so long always gives me nostalgia feels...
I feel really jittery rn which stinks cause it's like 3 AM and I had too much Jasmine(?) tea
dude
I don't even like tea that much but with a buncha sugar was ok
Yeah so
eventful things
I've been writing more in the past few days than like all of summer combined. I feel great about it.
Uh.
Mary-sue-ish comic is still very much in my head.
I started re-working an old idea for a story.
And last night I stargazed...it was really beautiful.
(I'm glad my roommate is gone on weekends otherwise I'd always be waking them up because I always stay up xD)
Most of all, I'm glad that even though I often still give in and hide in my room...I'm trying to be bolder and better and just not be afraid all the time. I'm really tired of that, and hopefully it's something that I can change in these four years. Just...saying hi, walking around, talking to people. It's the kind of thing that changes so gradually as to be imperceivable until much later. I mean, I feel like I'm still mostly the same as when I started on this site, but I'm not. And I think that's okay. I don't know - forgive these late-hour ramblings xD;;